Wednesday, March 17, 2010

in denial

walang post! walanghya! walangdyu! wala lang! parang echos' lang ang post na ito.

madami namang nangyari sa buhay ko nitong mga nakaraang araw, pero wala akong drive na magsulat. looking back, i haven't been able to create any fresh post for the last month or so. if you haven't noticed, all the posts (including the Andy Whitfield "libogeric" praise-release, and the Crixus-photo-gallery which i pulled out) were actually "post-dated", parang cheke: buti na nga lang hindi nag-bounce kasi me pondo...

as mentioned, a lot of things have happened especially on my see-saw relationship with Jeje. these days however, i am becoming more and more convinced that eventhough i love him that much, a one-sided love affair has to go.

SFX: Jonalyn Viray's Kung Hindi Mo na Mahal...
(which reminds me, i've been searching for a Youtube vid of the song above, can somebody help?)

it still hurts a lot to write about the things i'm going through. in fact, thinking about letting him go stresses me witless by the minute. unfortunately, i promised not to blog whatever i have with Jeje here on this blog, but i do hope i'd find the courage to write about it.

and i do wish to move on.

fuck! move on... i should. and i would!

sya na kaya ang pamalit?


or should i say, kailangan ba talaga merong pumalit?

7 comments:

anteros' dominion said...

AWWW, KUYA RED...hugs for you

Eternal Wanderer... said...

mahirap ang nagmamahal ng mag-isa...

etchoz! :P

*hugs*

anteros' dominion said...

AY nga po pala, about sa song ni jonalyn viray, kaya siguro wala kayong makitang video nun kasi hindi siya narelease as a single eh

pero impernes, maganda yung song

alimuom.atbp said...

@antero, thanks a lot. may MP3 ako nung song ni Jonalyn, siguro ako na lang din ang gagawa ng vid.

alimuom.atbp said...

@ternie, it has to end somehow, sabi ng utak ko. pero iba ang sinasabi ng puso ko bro.

kaya nga in-denial ang title ko.

Dhon said...

.. take your time and heal..

ikotoki said...

di naman kelangan laging may kapalit e