ending

for the nth time, i stopped posting sometime ago. my sincerest apologies. guess I got so busy in the office, preparing for my vacation, the gym, etc... was thinking that i could do it during my vacation, but i am still on vacation now, and still no posts because the internet connection here my far-flung hometown was very, very intermittent.

the uncertainty about Jeje has finally came to a fruition: its confirmed, wala na kami ni Jeje. i wish i could make a celebratory tone out of it, but i am not.

nasasaktan pa rin ako. nasaktan ko rin sya. pero in the end, we just couldn't agree to come together.

i wish i could post it all here. i wish i could simply write off the pain by writing about it.

my other fervent wish right now is that we may be good friends, at least.