shellshocked

it started with an innocent "hi" and "hello" stuff. i have no intention (romantic, cruel, or otherwise) whatsoever with this guy i'd like to call Sho who i found on where else, Facebook.

but yesterday was a shellshock, I'm still battle scarred.

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Reds Alimuom July 3 at 2:06pm

hey, I just accepted your add request and I realized something. its either:
1. you have two accounts.
2. you deleted me from your Friends List then realized it was wrong so you added me up again.
I realized too that we were already friends before (through Jeje) so this should be the third time we added each other up. either way I'm confused.

ano ba talaga Kuya?

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Sho July 3 at 2:12pm

hahhahah
here's what really happened, Reds...
we were friends before under this account...
i deactivated this account and created a new one...
then i realized that i cant just leave my friends behind so I deactivated the new one i created and went back to this original account....

hehheheheh
sorry naman po " )

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Reds Alimuom July 3 at 2:21pm

i've read that too when I scrolled down your past posts. in any ways... one stupid question: do you personally know Jeje? kasi it seemed to me that before, you were quite close...

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Sho July 3 at 2:35pm

yeah.... i do know him... y?

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Flashback to September or October last year:
Jeje was exchanging regular (almost daily) FB Wall Comments with this one particular guy which I feel is very flirtatious. Needless to say, I got jealous and I confronted Jeje about him, and was told they were just close friends.

I realized Sho was that same guy.

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Reds Alimuom July 3 at 4:42pm

pwede ba malaman how you knew him? sorry, if maurirat ako... i remember he was our common friend previously but that is no longer the case now. thanks...

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Sho July 3 at 11:52pm

im sorry Reds.... im in no position to say it... sa amin na lang yun... i know u already have an idea but better ask him na lang.. " )

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by this time, I already knew that they were not simply close friends. kinakabahan na ako, but I kept on...

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Reds Alimuom July 4 at 10:17am

thanks a lot for trusting me, i think that's enough confirmation.
the only remaining question is, "when kayo naging close?"
is that a safe question to answer?
sorry, if I am offending you.
...

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Sho July 4 at 10:19am

hahahha.... give me 3 good reason why i should answer your questions... you’ll get them if you can convince me.. hahhahah

its alright reds....

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i'm feeling Sho is utterly clueless and this is going to be really bad (cruel, to say the least, and you people should not be following my example), but I really wanted to confirm something, so I kept on...

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Reds Alimuom July 4 at 10:45am

let me see... i'll be very straightforward in giving you three reasons, pero can you assure me na hindi ito aabot sa kanya?

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Sho July 4 at 10:45am

hindi ko na nga sya frend eh.... hehhehhe baka ikaw magsumbong... hehhehheh

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Reds Alimuom July 4 at 10:59am

nyeh... friends naman kami pero cold na sya ngayon.
...

okay, so here goes:

1. duda ko na mayroon kayong nakaraan, romantically.
2. tinanong ko sya last year, nung active sya sa pakikipagpalitan ng comment sa 'yo sa FB Wall pero friends lang daw kayo.
3. i want to get to know you better.

are those enough reasons?

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Sho July 4 at 11:01am

ok.. fair enough...

1. true.. meron...
2. the hell.... so nag deny pala sya....
3. thank you....

questions answered....

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Reds Alimuom July 4 at 11:09am

so balik tayo sa naunang question ko: kailan 'yun?

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Sho July 4 at 11:10am

that was last year... natapos kami this march 

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Reds Alimuom July 4 at 11:28am

thanks a lot, Sho. That was really good to know. Now I know, that he doesn't deserve any respect.
I hope my telling you this would not rattle you or affect you in any way.

XXX

alam mo bang naging kami from Sep 2007 to May 2010.

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Sho July 4 at 11:29am

oh my god....

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